Amadare Blues

I’m just making a copy-pasta from my cosspace blog… with a little modifications because there was some repeated content.

I want to cosplay, badly. I really envy the people who can sew and one day wake up and say: oooh, i really want to cosplay xxxxx from xxxx. Oh and i have money for the fabric!!!. Let’s go to buy everything and let’s start making the patterns in the afternoon!!!… If i just… could sew straight, cut straight and make my own patterns or even learn to modify them… I have a big pile of fabric and projects that maybe never will be make…

I’m tired of asking help from my friends because i feel like a charge for them. Then make their own costumes, and i don’t want to load them with more work. And, how is a favor, i can’t ask for quickness or accurrateness. How i blame this damn brain i have,…. i just want to learn tu cut and sew, that’s nothing from another world… for normal people. But for me is like trying to fly with funfoam wings…

Uh, a happy new (this blog is being sad as hell lately) i got my first international wig commision! yay! Diego asked me about an ichigo-ish wig, and i will carry it with me when i come to Brazil to see the JAM Project in july =) I’m so happy about that, and i’ve already choosed the base wig for it. I just hope to do a good job with that, i really feel Diego like all of my chilean friends, he IS my friend, and i don’t want to dissapoint he. He’s so cute and i really love to talk nonsense with he. And we talk in english *LOL* (i can understand portuguese very nicely but… oh well xD) I just want to come back to Brazil to take piles and piles of pictures with he and his awesome friends.

And yes, my favorite cosplayers in Chile are Kabu and Pili. So WHAT. They’re cute and skilled as hell.

Tito wouldn’t cosplay with me for AF. And it’s very probable that Kabu neither (because she’s going with her best costume to date for the yamato cosplay cup competition… she already won a contest on the US with that costume so i’m completely sure that she will win one of the vacants for the finals, that are the same day of the sexy cosplay, the categorie we were competing for (tito as kittan, kabu as kamina, vero as simon and me as yoko)

Now, i don’t have any cheers to finish my yoko. My tummy don’t dissapears, I don’t have any time to order the hair for my extension and in december the mail becomes weird as hell. I have the bra, the gun, the belt and in nov. 30th. my bots will be ready. Also my hotpants aren on the way. But i don’t feel confident about my body, and i really don’t want to participate alone

(if you want to read abut my loser thinks and my sickness and all, then press on the “read more” link, then, just leave, is tl;dr, a lot of whynning and everything that’s not cool. It’s you decision) (as if somebody readed this blog…)

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So, Anime Festival is soon and my Yoko’s debut too. I’m a little scared about it because my tummy doesn’t want to dissapear *sobs* no matter how slim i am, my tummy don’t want to dissapear!…

Well… i sent to made a replica of the boots because i don’t feel capable to make mine. One of my friends (neko_juanito) knows a great shoe artisan that don’t charge “too” much to make great and comfy shoes. I’m paying about 50 bucks for them, but his job are always great.

I already sent to make the hotpant to Morito, she will make them and i¡’m completely sure about she doing a great job too.  I bought that shiny whore-ish vinyl for it… it wasn’t cheap but… oh well, if i’m going jailbait i want to do it accurate as posible…

Also the sniper rifle is on the way, a friend that loves to make things like that offered me to do it after i asked nothing (i know that he secret wishes to cosplay Yoko -j/k-). I already bought the top, it’s 1 size smaller than my size, it fits Yoko perfectly. I’m adding the flames by hand right now (patchworking is fun when you’re sick in bed as i am right now)… and the belt was like a joke. I walked all the places where you can find that kind of belts on the city and i just can’t found one in white… tired and a little angry, i went to my best friend’s house, and there was  another friend…. that was wearing THAT belt! she gave it to me ^^U (Cami, i love you forever for doing that)

Now i need to finish the hairpin, the chopsticks and the scarf. I’ll be out of the city for a while, when i come back i will finish them…. I don’t want to get scared at the last moment and not cosplaying Yoko because of my self-esteem… i hope so.