Amadare Blues

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Archive for October, 2007

A new era is coming (orly?.. yarly!)

October 30th, 2007 | Category: cosplay life

Well, i left this blog unattended for a while. This year has been very difficult to me (uuuh, tons of issues on my personal life, i don’t want to talk about that here, but i’m taking clonazepam and escitalopram everyday and going to a therapist because of them). But well, that’s over.

I’m tired about being sad and wasting my time whining about that. My mental condition has been very weird the last times, i had a fight with two of my beloved friends because of this too and finally i decided to cut this out for great justice. I’ve been fighting an unstoppable war with my fears and childhood traumas, and i think that finally i’m winning it. Now… finally i want to get out of this.

And what happened to my life that now i really want to be fine? easy. I started to think on future instead of past. What if my older costumes were fails if i can make great ones from now? (please, don’t misunderstand me. My troubles weren’t because of cosplay, i’m just taking the issue to this blog’s plot) What if i used to be a “jealous fattie”? nothing.

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