Amadare Blues

I just want this year to end. soon

i was 50 point under the score i needed to join the career i wanted on the uni… so, next year will be about business, institutes and studying again for that goddamn test.

I’m not sad, i’m just… dissapointed.

but well, this is a cosplay bitcore, ne? i want to re-do Meer Idol soonest as possible. And now i know what fabrics to buy (thanks to Adella), i have the lilac one fot the top of the leothard, i need to buy the fabric for the white part and the skirt (the old one? i cannot put it on because it slips and falls (my hips where 20 cms bolder than now), and if i want to dance in my skit, then i’m fucked off , like in Brazil, that it fell down to my feet while i was on stage =_=)  So, next time i will go to Brazil, i’ll take ZILLIONS of pics with Diego, my personal Athrun (L)
and… we have a surprise on Gundam Seed with Pau and Pili =X i just can say that we will be boys xD what boys? well, Kira, Athrun and Shinn, but i cannot say who will be who xD

and for the next cosplay i will buy a big green tshirt and i will DESTROOOOOOY IT and i will cosplay Big Nell from Bleach (yeah, me, again, cosplaying Bleach… why? i liked to destroy clothes as i did with Ryune LOL xD, and Pili has a green curly wig lalalalala)

weird, a not whining post xD, i’m kinda “happy” tonight and i don’t know why =s

WARNING. THIS IS A WHINING POST. IF YOU WANNA READ, CLICK ON READ MORE. IF NOT, THEN GTFO

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Well, some weeks ago i found all Sailor moon manga scanlations. I readed all the 18 volumes in a week. I don’t like to read on the pc because my eyes get tird so fast, but i NEEDED TO READ IT!

Then, i started to want to watch the live action. Since i kinda like tokusatsu, i LOVED IT (i think that i’m one of the few people on the universe that loves it xD)…

*flashback*

When i was 8 or 9, i started to watch Sailor Moon on an Argentinian channel called magic kids (i used to have cable tv). I loved the series. But more than this, i loved Sailor Jupiter. She was kinda a model to follow “when i grow up and get her age”. I had brown hair (that brown), greyish blue eyes, and i started to wear my hair like she, I bought a pair of earrings like hers (and my ears hurt a lot because i’m allergic to everything but silver and gold), the calypso balls for the hair and started to act like she. Well, i was a little girl and that was… understandable. My first anime series was Sailor Moon and i love it with all my heart. I also saved money for a whole year to buy the Sailor Moon R movie book (it’s one of my treasures, i was on 7th grade….)

*flashback*

And on Kari’s birthday, everybody said that they wanted to cosplay from the live action. OK, i said, finally i could be Mako chan and get around with my friends without being a hueg manatee (i’m so thin now).

And so, Neptune will be in another place and all my efforts are going for sailor jupiter now. I LOVE SHE, and the actress that made she is my idol too (Mew FTW)

oh god… and now my money is disappearing. I bought both of henshin bracelets (the big one and the “common life” one… well, i didn’t buy it yet, i’m at 3 hours of win the bid and i hope i will win) and i want t commission the brooches with somebody that knows how to make things on resin… there’s a girl on eBay that works great but she don’t dispatch to Chile… i sent her a message about commission the 4 brooches and i hope she can make them…

oh, i’m so cheered up with this costume, i’m going to be Mako chan at least… but again, Yoko’s first.

Promise fullfiled =)

Tito wouldn’t cosplay with me for AF. And it’s very probable that Kabu neither (because she’s going with her best costume to date for the yamato cosplay cup competition… she already won a contest on the US with that costume so i’m completely sure that she will win one of the vacants for the finals, that are the same day of the sexy cosplay, the categorie we were competing for (tito as kittan, kabu as kamina, vero as simon and me as yoko)

Now, i don’t have any cheers to finish my yoko. My tummy don’t dissapears, I don’t have any time to order the hair for my extension and in december the mail becomes weird as hell. I have the bra, the gun, the belt and in nov. 30th. my bots will be ready. Also my hotpants aren on the way. But i don’t feel confident about my body, and i really don’t want to participate alone

(if you want to read abut my loser thinks and my sickness and all, then press on the “read more” link, then, just leave, is tl;dr, a lot of whynning and everything that’s not cool. It’s you decision) (as if somebody readed this blog…)

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