Amadare Blues

Well, this is kinda a good bye. After my last post, i broke up with my fianceé (the day after) and he’s the owner both of hosting and domain of this blog. I don’t know if i will continue with this “bitacore”, as i like to call, mostly because it’s full of spiderwebs and dust… and i really don’t want to be a hosting leech forever. Maybe i will talk to him for the domain transfer, but i really don’t want to do it now.

about my cosplay life… well, i fell into a collapse when i broke up with him, so i’m on my mom’s house, going to a therapist, and taking lots of medication for my depression, anxiety and nerves. However, i will start the cosplay seasson in april, i sent my application yesterday with Kallen’s brown and red suit (her… “terrorist” suit LOL) for Cosplay Reunion 3, but it can vary due an insinuation of one of my friends.

Then, i will buy the wig for Yoko (my boots are LOVELY!) and i will start to finish (lol) it

I’m very exited about cosplaying with my new body… and now i’m thinnier than the  last time i posted, because of the depression, obviously. I’m close to “perfection” in measurementes (91-62-93 in cm.) and my weight is just of 46 kg =s. I need to gain a little weight in muscle mass but i’m fine (my sugar levels, blood pressure, BMI, etc),  so stop with the sammich stuff.

and that’s all. I will try to keep this domain because is one of my favorite songs, and also i don’t want to lose the DB of this blog, i have interesting stuff here…

Thanks to all, also thank you Cristian for keeping this blog up, even when we have nothing in common right now…

Kisses and good bye (for the moment),

Caggy

i’m FINE now. And i want to cosplay as never before. Hey! c’mon, before i cosplayed with 143 lbs., now i’m 111 and i ‘m in the need of a sammich!! i want to make my dream come true this year, i want to be Sailor Jupiter at least ;_;. And i’m buying all the thingies i can on eBay, i have the communicator, the “street wear” henshin bracelet (it cames with nail stickers of Luna!! i will wear them for an special occasion) … now i want the Tanbo, but i can’t find it (bawwwwwwww), also the phone…. i can’t find those two thingies on eBay… and i want to buy them ;_;

Also i want to finish Yoko. Maybe this week i will finish with the bra and i will go to pay the rescue of the boots. I’m not cosplaying since… lots of time in Santiago, so nobody here knows about my new body shape =S! and i want to show it *o* with Yoko and my Sailor Jupiter fuku *o* I already bought the jewels for the waist chain *o* I just need the transparent ball and the roses… i can begin to sense the pain in the arse to find a transparent ball that i can fill with roses X_x… but i have a surprise for the public! i will make the flower hurricane with show!!! mwahahahahaha thanks new year!!!!!

I know that my Jupiter will never be like Mew’s one, mostly because of the lack of budget. But is MY dream and i WILL fulfill it, and it will be my favourite costume EVER, just because i want to do it since i was 11. Well, i wanted to make the anime version at that time, but now i want to make the PGSM version because i loved the design so much (it’s very alike of the manga designs and i love them)

I’m like a child with my PGSM toys ;_; i want the tanbo ;_; and the phone ;_;

i’m a 23 years old girl that just want to fulfill her dream, let me be!!! (i’m wearing my street wear bracelet and i will never take it out! because you never know when a youma will appear!!!)

Oh, thanks for reading this strange blog (for the ones that read it). I know that sometimes i’m kinda depressive and so, but it’s my nature and i’m under treatment now. I promise that this new year will be more cosplay and less crying, i promise. Also, no more suicidal thinks. I promise.

I hope that all your wishes become reality next year, everybody!

a very big hug and have a happy new year!!!

Finally, Fabian ended my rifle, and i’m completely IMPRESED with his skills. As a fellow /m/an said, it’s insanely accurated. Now, i just need the money to pay he and pay the rescue of my boots to be a good Yoko

well, no moar talking, there’s the pictures. Look at the red led? ^o^ isn’t it lovely?

So, Anime Festival is soon and my Yoko’s debut too. I’m a little scared about it because my tummy doesn’t want to dissapear *sobs* no matter how slim i am, my tummy don’t want to dissapear!…

Well… i sent to made a replica of the boots because i don’t feel capable to make mine. One of my friends (neko_juanito) knows a great shoe artisan that don’t charge “too” much to make great and comfy shoes. I’m paying about 50 bucks for them, but his job are always great.

I already sent to make the hotpant to Morito, she will make them and i¡’m completely sure about she doing a great job too.  I bought that shiny whore-ish vinyl for it… it wasn’t cheap but… oh well, if i’m going jailbait i want to do it accurate as posible…

Also the sniper rifle is on the way, a friend that loves to make things like that offered me to do it after i asked nothing (i know that he secret wishes to cosplay Yoko -j/k-). I already bought the top, it’s 1 size smaller than my size, it fits Yoko perfectly. I’m adding the flames by hand right now (patchworking is fun when you’re sick in bed as i am right now)… and the belt was like a joke. I walked all the places where you can find that kind of belts on the city and i just can’t found one in white… tired and a little angry, i went to my best friend’s house, and there was  another friend…. that was wearing THAT belt! she gave it to me ^^U (Cami, i love you forever for doing that)

Now i need to finish the hairpin, the chopsticks and the scarf. I’ll be out of the city for a while, when i come back i will finish them…. I don’t want to get scared at the last moment and not cosplaying Yoko because of my self-esteem… i hope so.

Thanks for the comments people ^^. I know that this site is very plain now, but i will “pimp” it by the week. I don’t know too much about CSS stuff and i need to ask my boyfriend to make major modifications. Anyway, i already know how this blog should look, i just need to know how to put those ideas here.

Ok, let’s start with some “progress” of one of my planned costumes, Diebuster’s Nono Waitress clothes (yeah, the ones she uses on the first episode).

I decided to start with the hairpin, just because i needed some practise with paperclay (I need to do Yoko’s hairpin too). Paperclay is a very good material to do this kind of stuff, because is very light, you can sand it and painted with acrylic paints looks like plastic.

Let’s see the detail of the pin

K. As you can see above, it’s just a kind of “smile”. So i started making a circle of paperclay. Then i drawn the eye and smile of the pin

Now it’s dry, and i’m carrying it to my boyfriends house to redefine the eye and the smile with a dremel. I don’t have that tool on my house *snif*

I’ll take pictures of that process and the final painting =). I’ll do that this week too.