Amadare Blues

i’m FINE now. And i want to cosplay as never before. Hey! c’mon, before i cosplayed with 143 lbs., now i’m 111 and i ‘m in the need of a sammich!! i want to make my dream come true this year, i want to be Sailor Jupiter at least ;_;. And i’m buying all the thingies i can on eBay, i have the communicator, the “street wear” henshin bracelet (it cames with nail stickers of Luna!! i will wear them for an special occasion) … now i want the Tanbo, but i can’t find it (bawwwwwwww), also the phone…. i can’t find those two thingies on eBay… and i want to buy them ;_;

Also i want to finish Yoko. Maybe this week i will finish with the bra and i will go to pay the rescue of the boots. I’m not cosplaying since… lots of time in Santiago, so nobody here knows about my new body shape =S! and i want to show it *o* with Yoko and my Sailor Jupiter fuku *o* I already bought the jewels for the waist chain *o* I just need the transparent ball and the roses… i can begin to sense the pain in the arse to find a transparent ball that i can fill with roses X_x… but i have a surprise for the public! i will make the flower hurricane with show!!! mwahahahahaha thanks new year!!!!!

I know that my Jupiter will never be like Mew’s one, mostly because of the lack of budget. But is MY dream and i WILL fulfill it, and it will be my favourite costume EVER, just because i want to do it since i was 11. Well, i wanted to make the anime version at that time, but now i want to make the PGSM version because i loved the design so much (it’s very alike of the manga designs and i love them)

I’m like a child with my PGSM toys ;_; i want the tanbo ;_; and the phone ;_;

i’m a 23 years old girl that just want to fulfill her dream, let me be!!! (i’m wearing my street wear bracelet and i will never take it out! because you never know when a youma will appear!!!)

Oh, thanks for reading this strange blog (for the ones that read it). I know that sometimes i’m kinda depressive and so, but it’s my nature and i’m under treatment now. I promise that this new year will be more cosplay and less crying, i promise. Also, no more suicidal thinks. I promise.

I hope that all your wishes become reality next year, everybody!

a very big hug and have a happy new year!!!